I haven't updated for a while, so I'm making this entry extra long to make up for it.

Nothing spontaneous has happened, as expected. I received an iPod Touch from my step sister and I made an Onew shrine. Not so exciting.

I also happen to be writing a fan fiction but it's not too good. I would be ashamed if anybody read it. I miss writing though. When I was younger, I used to have a fascination with the Tudor Era and write stories related to Queen Mary and Elizabeth I's relationship. I was pretty good, if I say so myself, but now, I don't know what happened. Maybe the reason why I lost most of my story telling ability is because I haven't practiced. Just a few years ago, I gave up on the thought of pursuing a writing career.

It felt awesome when I started writing again though. I'm ashamed to say I only started because I can get another chapter of an Onew/You fan fiction. The one paragraph I wrote though, felt heavenly somehow and I just didn't want to stop. It feels amazing to accomplish an essay or a hard test, so the feeling of writing a story is like that. The feeling of accomplishment.

Lately, I've been so emotional and angry. I get incredibly frustrated over little tiny things. I guess it's because I have to do so much things without any help or motivation.

I read this book called "The Game" by Derek Armstrong and it's absolutely fantastic. The author is a tad bit underrated considering the fact that his books are amazing. Honestly, I didn't want to finish the book because I didn't want to say goodbye to the characters.

Now, with dramas, I want to watch Hi My Sweetheart because I love Rainie Yang but I still have to finish Flower Boy Ramen Shop, Zenkai Girl, Eden of the East, and ToGetHer. I've noticed that I think about City Hunter more than usual. I miss it tremendously. Lee Min Ho will be forever one of my favorite Korean actors.
First of all, I'm extremely biased and I'm not ashamed to say it but nobody can deny that Taemin is a talented dancer. Taemin and Kai together though, is even better.

When you're in this fandom, your self esteem will drop every time a girl band comes out. Tia, for example, is 14 but she looks 5 years older than her age. She doesn't have much curves (not like a lot of Asians do anyways) but she's still the most hottest 14 year old I ever saw. Tia is the one in white and Melanie (also 14) is the one with the clown shirt.



Although Tia is wearing heels, she's still incredibly tall. Tia's legs are the best compared to other 14 year old's okay. It's hard to believe that Tia is actually not my bias but Julianne is. Julianne (wearing a long black shirt in the video) is 21 and she's honestly the first one in the Korean industry to have a butt. Her legs aren't as great as Tia's but she's "fuller" and in my opinion, prettier. It's unfortunate that Tia's always in the spotlight instead of Julianne. 
I finally found a drama that I could spazz about. The title is quite cheesy and I'd like to hit the person who thought of it with a crowbar across the head, but I'm in love with the drama. The female lead is over dramatic but at least she doesn't try too hard to be cute. Only a few episodes have been aired yet and I still have to wait for episode 4 to be subbed. 
I told myself the other day that I shouldn't update this blog as much I have been but these past week or so I've been having urges to type really fast and just write out my thoughts. I know though that not a lot of people are reading my blog (thank god) so I can be more comfortable on here, but actually, I'm not. I'm more comfortable writing in my private blog. Although this is my primary blog, I don't write any personal stuff on here like I should or have been. If you've noticed, I mostly talk about Kpop on here and I'd like to keep it that way because I have more stuff to talk about in that "genre."
I really want this post to be long and full of updates so I'll be doing Week 3 from my Kpop Challenge. Describe your favorite video of your favorite boy band. 

I have watched this video countless times and they never fail to make me scream every time they come out after the concert opening. I love the opening because of the way the beat picks up and then SHINee appears, making you completely thrilled and excited. It's the best kind of opening for a concert. After the opening ends, it's silent, then out of nowhere SHINee World is playing. There are smoke every where and then next thing you know Jonghyun is singing and being the cocky bastard he is. 

I have this urge to rant although nothing is bothering me lately. 

Girl's Generation is my favorite girl band. When I saw Gee, I thought they were too... how do you say it?  Cutesy. I didn't really think much of them though because I was really YG biased the first few months I discovered Kpop. I saw some SNSD videos, and I immediately knew who my bias was. I always choose my bias based on who I am attracted to, and I was attracted to Seohyun. At the time, I was already a fan of Shinee, and I already watched Shinee's Hello Baby so when I found out that SNSD had a Hello Baby too, I thought it would be perfect to get to know them better! But... I didn't watch it though . What I did watch though was Seohyun's and Yonghwa's We Got Married. After I saw We Got Married, I officially marked Seohyun as my ultimate bias. I loved how she's a bookworm, she's old fashioned "don't forget you're seat belt!", she's absolutely gorgeous and if you tell me otherwise, you're clearly blind , she's good hearted, and she puts her health first not her career.

Now onto pairings. To be honest, I don't ship any of the girls together, so because of that, I only ship OnSica and MinYul. OnSica is one of my all time favorite pairing because I can tell Jessica has feelings for Onew. In an episode of Night's Out, Onew ate cucumbers for Jessica although Onew is allergic to cucumbers. It's funny how Jessica is normally cold (which is why people call her Ice Princess) but whenever she's with Onew, she looks down at her feet like a school girl crushing on the popular boy.

I keep on starting new dramas but never finishing them. I was supposed to finish Hana Kimi during the summer, but instead I just added new dramas I had to finish. They don't make high school dramas anymore! Which is sad because those are my favorite kinds of dramas.